Fat City Journal





















































The state of California is marked by stark contrasts. The Pacific Ocean gives way to the arid Central Valley. Unfettered wealth turns a blind eye to pervasive poverty. Changes in economy and infrastructure have caused unprecedented ripples across the state, altering the arrangement and psychology of cities and towns. Alongside arterial freeways, new housing developments sprout, seemingly overnight, between almond orchards and orange groves.


Over the course of her adult life, my grandmother, Maia, continuously moved along the Central Valley corridor—from La Canada to Bakersfield to Fresno to Clovis to Manteca, just south of Stockton (after an early misspelling by the railroad the city came to be known by the Spanish word for lard). After the boom of the Gold Rush, Stockton was dubbed Fat City, a reference to its prosperous inland port.
I moved home in 2018 when my grandmother became sick with a host of autoimmune diseases. The Central Valley has some of the worst air pollution in the country; the breadbasket of California has a phenomenon known as Valley Fever linked to the use of pesticides and other industrial agricultural chemicals. My grandparents’ home in Manteca had recently been completed and I was interested in the dissonance between unchecked development and and its effects on the natural world and our fragile human bodies.


Upon seeing these pictures, a friend remarked that they were not simply about loss but about romance—an effort to reconcile the sublime. For me, this work has been about contending with the death of Maia, our family matriarch, and my kinship to California, the land, and the people.